Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Shutting Down


I am resisting the urge to shut down, to go into my cloister, to seclude myself from the world. It is been a difficult week emotionally and there is more to come before it ends; unproductive artistically (haikus spanked off at bars don't count); conflicting emotions kind of tear at me, from the inside. Uncertain about the the state of various relationships, happy only with one (which is not to say I am unhappy with the individuals themselves). There better be a novel at the end of this whole damn process. A good one!